Hello IJ Making the jump from LJ to IJ - maybe. I'd hate to lose some of the friends I've gained over at LJ.
One thing I haven't mentioned in my LJ account, that I'm going ot mention here, I've decided, after 15 years, to get saline breast implants. I know many people would disagree with my choice. But it's something I've wanted for so long I kust never voiced it, nor did I have the $$ to do so, now I do. Through another means which kept me away from LJ for three months. Want info ask.
So there, my secret is out in the open. I don't poet about it in LJ because I'd be "judged" - and it's silly to feel that way. It's a bunch of random strangers I will likely never meet in real life. So why do I care what they will think? I'm not getting implants to become a dancer (hell at my age, my hips don't move like they used to), I'm not doing it for my BF, I'm not doing it because I have low self esteem, nor am I doing it b/c Hollywood would have us think women need implants. I'm doing it for me. I'm doing it b/c I'm sick and tired of having issues finding shirts to fit me properly, it seems the clothing manufacturers don't think anyone have boobs smaller then a C cup. I have an A, and sometimes even A cups don't fit me as they should. I've got more then some, less then others. Bottom line is it's my choice. I've consulted three different surgeons, waffled over saline vs silicone and have finally made a decision on surgeons and saline. I'm hoping to have surgery end of February.
I am prone to posting boring, mundane posts, sometimes frequently, sometimes you'll hear nothing.
I also suffer from frequent headaches and migraines. My neurologist is perplexed and if the latest drugs don't work, I have to go to the headache clinic. Personally I'm getting sick and tired of the docs and the tests. I've just gone about two weeks w/out a headache. It was wonderful. Then I slipped the other day and ate one of my triggers - gouda cheese. Three days later and I'm still paying for it. If only I could figure out what the cause(s) are, I've tried going w/out caffeine, no chocolate, no alcohol. I've tried herbal alternatives. I've tried accupuncture. I'm about to try banging my head reapeatedly off a brick wall.
There's more to me then migraines and implants. I just don't feel like posting. I'm going to go play the sims, which I haven't done in MONTHS.
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